The year 2020. I had just gotten divorced. Confused. In the midst of an undue depression, searching for an answer to the question: who am I, really? Who is "me"? Does "me" matter enough to stick around a little longer? Looking back, I found myself at a crossroads, with death in one direction. Peace. Where nothing matters anymore. On the other, religion (in the form of bullshit spirituality) beckoned as a lifesaver. I eventually found my own path, past burning bushes in the desert. I made this series of digital collages during that journey. Visualizations of experiences and states of mind created in a maximum of 30 minutes from May to November 2020.
SkeletonsMay 4, 2020
DreamMay 5, 2020
RoadtripMay 6, 2020
UniverseMay 7, 2020
ConquererMay 8, 2020
Dead Flag BluesMay 9, 2020
ViewMay 10, 2020
It's Still BurningMay 11, 2020
Against MyselfMay 11, 2020
LightMay 13, 2020
FreeMay 14, 2020
ThinkingMay 16, 2020
xMay 19, 2020
FiveMay 20, 2020
SexMay 22, 2020
VoyageMay 23, 2020
LostMay 24, 2020
HoleMay 26, 2020
OogMay 27, 2020
ConfusionMay 30, 2020
LoveJune 2, 2020
ChoicesJune 6, 2020
Drama AddictionJune 9, 2020
A bottomless hole with a great memoryJune 9, 2020
EntranceJune 10, 2020
InsightJune 12, 2020
HomeJune 13, 2020
The Most Detailed MapJune 14, 2020
HornyJune 18, 2020
Horny 2June 18, 2020
Horny 3June 18, 2020
Horny 4June 18, 2020
NoiseJune 19, 2020
OutsideJune 20, 2020
Outside 2June 20, 2020
Wat restJune 25, 2020
Déforment, altèrentJune 25, 2020
Inwards (1/6)June 25, 2020
Inwards (2/6)June 25, 2020
Inwards (3/6)June 26, 2020
Inwards (4/6)June 26, 2020
Inwards(5/6)June 26, 2020
Inwards (6/6)June 26, 2020
IsJune 28, 2020
DragonJune 29, 2020
SpectrumJuly 1, 2020
Are possibleJuly 4, 2020
RustJuly 7, 2020
PetraJuly 7, 2020
InsanityJuly 12, 2020
SignalJuly 13, 2020
Nothing Everything In BetweenJuly 14, 2020
Premise (0.025 sec.) 1July 14, 2020
Premise (0.025 sec.) 2-1July 14, 2020
Premise (0.025 sec.) 2-2July 14, 2020
Premise (0.025 sec.) 3July 14, 2020
Premise (0.025 sec.) 4July 14, 2020
I/OJuly 17, 2020
The Missing CenterJuly 23, 2020
Two SelvesJuly 23, 2020
DichterbijJuly 25, 2020
8:14August 4, 2020
MountainsAugust 5, 2020
The SparkAugust 6, 2020
AftermathAugust 7, 2020
Old GhostsAugust 8, 2020
New GhostsAugust 9, 2020
The PathAugust 10, 2020
The CaveAugust 11, 2020
A LimitAugust 12, 2020
WaveAugust 13, 2020
Absence is not vacancyAugust 14, 2020
Woodman's LinesAugust 15, 2020
TraumaAugust 16, 2020
Trauma IIAugust 17, 2020
MistAugust 18, 2020
ConstructAugust 19, 2020
Close upAugust 20, 2020
The Past Is a Grotesque AnimalAugust 22, 2020
The MountainAugust 23, 2020
Window View IAugust 24, 2020
Window View IIAugust 25, 2020
A Blue CloudAugust 26, 2020
Contained ThoughtAugust 27, 2020
Inside Looking OutAugust 28, 2020
Infinite SadnessAugust 29, 2020
Crashing Blue SunAugust 30, 2020
The EndAugust 31, 2020
I Never Really Believed Your Truth AnywaySeptember 1, 2020
Words Are Just That, WordsSeptember 2, 2020
Self-PortraitSeptember 3, 2020
Darker PatternsSeptember 4, 2020
It often sucks but I wouldn't want it any other waySeptember 5, 2020
The Future Of HistorySeptember 6, 2020
It's What You Want it To BeSeptember 8, 2020
Echo ChamberSeptember 9, 2020
New ViewsSeptember 11, 2020
LightSeptember 14, 2020
A Symptom, Not the Cause (Autumn)September 14, 2020
A More Current Version of 'the Pond' That I Once Painted Out of LoveSeptember 15, 2020
The 52-Hertz WhaleSeptember 23, 2020
The ChurchSeptember 24, 2020
MirrorSeptember 30, 2020
Trying to stop believing what I thinkOctober 1, 2020
Johns' Target Reimagined as a FlowerOctober 3, 2020
There Is So Much Space/There Is So Much SpaceOctober 4, 2020
My Arguments Are InvalidOctober 15, 2020
Inside the ZeroOctober 24, 2020
CoastlineOctober 26, 2020
The End Is the Beginning Is the EndNovember 1, 2020
